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"I embrace my gayness."

Frilldoe, China?

So I told myself I wasn't going to blog tonight, eh? I'm mad tired and I'm for certain going to sleep after I finish blogging. Right now, I'm sitting on the phone quiet as ever with bae. I don't know, it seems like there is so much to be said, but what we get on the phone - everything is completely silent. I hold more of a conversation with China than I do with bae. Eh, I wish we would talk more. I guess she's not a talkative person. Oops, my bad? Anytime we talk, the conversation dies quick. I usually end up putting her on speaker phone and watching a movie or some shit. I reply to shit that she says knowing good and damned well she isn't talking to me, in hopes that it would start a conversation. It never does. Maybe I'm just boring? My fault.

Anyway, today I went to take my drug test. It took so long to find that building. I finally gave up on searching and ended up calling them like "Where are you located?" - Nigga, why was I DIRECTLY across the street from them. Fall back, with the jokes. That shit was fucking stupid. I had to piss so bad too. I was hella heated when she told me to only fill up a little bit of the cup. Nigga, whew - my dick was about to explode. That was the longest piss I'd ever taken in my life. I was all proud to piss because that moment is the reason I stopped smoking four to five months ago! Mission accomplished. I know my urine is drug free! It was all clear and shit. Aww, I was drinking water. You want me to stop talking about my piss? Too bad. Lol, nah, I quit.

After I went and took my drug test, I went and bought my Grandma an exercise bike for her birthday. That's what she wanted? Lol. I got there and it said $250, so I went back home to get the money. When I got there, the lady marked it down to $170. Nigga, I was hella geeked. I took it to her house and me and my nigga Shotey set it up for her. It was hot as FUCK in her house. Like, dude - she had the heat on hell. A few hours later, we finally get that shit set up. I hope she enjoys her birthday gift.

Shit, after that I went to my cousins house. My nigga turned 22 today. He wasn't there when I got there, so I just chilled with my other cousins. Lol, Jay's son is getting big. That little nigga is four now. He's so energetic and talkative, I swear! I let him play with my phone and this nigga had a ball trying to text people. He kept pressing 5 and almost sent it to Juelz twice. I'm like "nigga, you tryna take my girl?" he just laughs. Smmfh! I was beatin' that nigga up because Jay used to beat me up when I was younger. Lol, I kept saying "Pay for the sins of your father." - Lmao, nigga ain't know what I was talking about.

After all of that, I took Shotey home and came home. Talked to China on the ride home and all that good shit then called Juelz. This is where I'm at now. Now I'm blogging and listening to silence on the phone with Juelz as well as listening to the TV. CSI is on, I love that show. I guess I'll go lay down now and listen to the show until I fall asleep. I really don't plan on going anywhere until they call me back for the job. I just filled my tank up and I can't afford to be driving around right now. Lol, how am I going to get to work if I don't have gas?

Well, shit.
Be easy though.

Oh, Sierra hit me up on MySpace today. I was thinking about her the other day. Eh, I kind of miss talking to her. Well, my phone is dying - I guess that's a sign to get up and go lay down. What blog number is this? Seventy-nine? I think.

Whatever.