Wow, it's been a minute since I've posted. That's so unliike me, my bad. Well, first and foremost, I'd like to say Happy New Year to everyone who reads my blog. Y'all have been ridin' faithful for a long while. So far, my 2008 has been the same. Nothing has changed, I'm still fly, sexy, cunning, and fresh as a muhhabitch, yeeno!? Lol, nah, really though - shit's been the same. I didn't go out on New Years Eve because of some shit that happened that weekend. What happened in 2007 will stay in 2007. If you don't know about it, you won't find out from my blog; although I'll be more than happy to tell you on a more personal level. So anyway, I brought in my New Year on the phone with Aasiyah. Shit was kind of straight though. I figured I'd do th responsible thing and stay in because I had to get up and go to work the next morning. I don't regret anything. As far as New Year's resolutions go, I don't make them. Who says that you have to wait until January 1st to make a change in your life? Honestly though, who really stick to those things? But just for the hell of it, I'll list some.
- Be more considerate of other's feelings.
- Stay honest and true with myself.
- Always remain focused through whatever.
- Never let myself get discouraged.
- Do what I feel is the best option for me and not what others feel is.
- Put my all into something that I start.
- Erase my pride and tell a girl I really care.
- Completely pursue my career without letting setbacks stop me.
- Learn to differentiate those who really care and those who don't.
That's really all though. Those aren't really things for the "New Year", but more of things for my life in general. A new year doesn't bring about change in ones self, you provoke it in you. This blog may be a bit lengthy, and I apologize. Before I really get going, I'll tell you this: I write my blogs long because I know everyone doesn't read them so I can say whatever I want to say without someone judging me. So pretty much, , the longer the blog, the juicer the content is. Lol! So let's talk.
It's officially a year since I had a real intimate connection with someone. Yes, I'm happier being alone than being with someone who I couldn't trust or being with someone I felt was holding back because she was afraid. Ehh, one lied and one gave me too much space, go figure? I just wish females would stop thinking so hard when it comes to me and realize that the simple things are all I want. I'm not a complex dude, really. Just call me to let me know you're good and that's all I need to be satisfied. I don't need you to be with me every second of the day, ya'kno? Shit's kind of dull when it's like that any. I'm don't find myself much intrigued anymore, sadly.
Eh, speaking of intrigued - I'll back peddle a little bit. I've found myself "intrigued" recently. She's a cool kid and all; no names shall be mentioned, I don't want to make her famous. Intrigued is not really crushing, so don't trip. Y'all know Jay doesn't really crush on people. Just know that intriguing me is a big step forward from what I'm used to. I've never had a person demand of me what they wanted. If I'm not saying anything, she'll straight up tell me that I'm not paying her any attention. Heh, culture shock much? Bitches be sittin' on the phone listening to my breathing patterns. You ever had someone pull the most swaggerific thing on you and you couldn't do shit? Yea, that kind of happened; although I have the meanest swag ever. Now, if you know me - think to yourself how many times a female has ever tried to tell me she'd call me back because I'm not talking? None, right? Exactly. This nigga got bawlz, though. Broad gone pull that shit. It's cool though, shit was McFlyubertasticlyswaggerific. - Fuck what firefox says, that's a word. Lol, but she intrigues me. You know my saying "Intrigue my mind before you entertain my fantasy." - Fuck it, moving on.
Work, work, work. As of Saturday, I'll be unemployed for two weeks. I have another job lined up, but I don't start for two weeks. I'm not planning on staying there for even a month. I just need a check or two to come in while I job hunt. Bills ain't no ho when you live like me. Lol, yes, sneakers are a bill in itself. But yea, I'm tired of both of these jobs, so I'd rather have one stable job, yah'meen? On some real life shit, this two jobs & school shit is hella too much. It's working my nerves.
Well, on the music side, my cousin Billy GRAM and I did a song. This is the first collab we've done in close to three years. What makes this even more epic is that I haven't been on the track shit in a while and he brings me back for this song. Yes, my solo project "Forgive My Arrogance" will be dropping on Election Day 2008. Don't front like you're not anticipating it. Y'all know how I gets busy on the music tip. Billy GRAM & I also have a collaboration album dropping this year too. It's to go with the whole Vote GRAM 08 campaign.
So yea, that's all really. Nothing but a few tattoos and everything. Yes, I'm inked up. That means I'm gangster, right? Lol, yo be smooth. I'm hella tired and everything. I think I'ma just chill up, watch a movie, work on a song, and do me. Ehh, it's the same routine every night. I wish something would break this habit, but I'm content - I guess.
YOUMAKEDECIDECHANGENOTANEWYEAR!
Outro.
It's officially a year since I had a real intimate connection with someone. Yes, I'm happier being alone than being with someone who I couldn't trust or being with someone I felt was holding back because she was afraid. Ehh, one lied and one gave me too much space, go figure? I just wish females would stop thinking so hard when it comes to me and realize that the simple things are all I want. I'm not a complex dude, really. Just call me to let me know you're good and that's all I need to be satisfied. I don't need you to be with me every second of the day, ya'kno? Shit's kind of dull when it's like that any. I'm don't find myself much intrigued anymore, sadly.
Eh, speaking of intrigued - I'll back peddle a little bit. I've found myself "intrigued" recently. She's a cool kid and all; no names shall be mentioned, I don't want to make her famous. Intrigued is not really crushing, so don't trip. Y'all know Jay doesn't really crush on people. Just know that intriguing me is a big step forward from what I'm used to. I've never had a person demand of me what they wanted. If I'm not saying anything, she'll straight up tell me that I'm not paying her any attention. Heh, culture shock much? Bitches be sittin' on the phone listening to my breathing patterns. You ever had someone pull the most swaggerific thing on you and you couldn't do shit? Yea, that kind of happened; although I have the meanest swag ever. Now, if you know me - think to yourself how many times a female has ever tried to tell me she'd call me back because I'm not talking? None, right? Exactly. This nigga got bawlz, though. Broad gone pull that shit. It's cool though, shit was McFlyubertasticlyswaggerific. - Fuck what firefox says, that's a word. Lol, but she intrigues me. You know my saying "Intrigue my mind before you entertain my fantasy." - Fuck it, moving on.
Work, work, work. As of Saturday, I'll be unemployed for two weeks. I have another job lined up, but I don't start for two weeks. I'm not planning on staying there for even a month. I just need a check or two to come in while I job hunt. Bills ain't no ho when you live like me. Lol, yes, sneakers are a bill in itself. But yea, I'm tired of both of these jobs, so I'd rather have one stable job, yah'meen? On some real life shit, this two jobs & school shit is hella too much. It's working my nerves.
Well, on the music side, my cousin Billy GRAM and I did a song. This is the first collab we've done in close to three years. What makes this even more epic is that I haven't been on the track shit in a while and he brings me back for this song. Yes, my solo project "Forgive My Arrogance" will be dropping on Election Day 2008. Don't front like you're not anticipating it. Y'all know how I gets busy on the music tip. Billy GRAM & I also have a collaboration album dropping this year too. It's to go with the whole Vote GRAM 08 campaign.
So yea, that's all really. Nothing but a few tattoos and everything. Yes, I'm inked up. That means I'm gangster, right? Lol, yo be smooth. I'm hella tired and everything. I think I'ma just chill up, watch a movie, work on a song, and do me. Ehh, it's the same routine every night. I wish something would break this habit, but I'm content - I guess.
YOUMAKEDECIDECHANGENOTANEWYEAR!
Outro.
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