Monday, January 14, 2008

Twenty-six.

Before I start, I'd like to say Hi to London. Yah'meen, that's my grown boo! I'ma take some pictures of her little cute ass, watch. Her ol' America's Next Top Model ass; lemme be yo photography, baby? - Lmao, moving on. I really have a lot to talk about, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to speak on it so openly in a blog right now. It's so much going through my head right now, man. I have to try to decipher everything and make sense of these things. I try to talk to people about it, but it seems like y'all niggas are too slow to comprehend.

Yea, okay - yesterday was my last day unloading trucks. I'm officially unemployed for the time being. Heh, I'll have another job son, don't trip. I just got tired of that job man. I'm glad it's over though. That shit felt like a prison sentence. Getting up everyday like "Okay, three weeks left." - Lmao. I want to work at Home Depot for some reason. Don't ask, it just seems cool and I don't have to deal with any food. I don't know why dealing with food just makes me feel less important. One thing is though, I just hate seeing what my food goes through before I buy it. Call me ignorant, but I'd just like to leave it at that. Don't tell me what goes on and I'll be good! Lmao, real talk though.

On a more serious level in life: Have you ever tried to talk to someone, but they just didn't understand shit? It's like that with almost everyone. I wish someone could really understand what I'm trying to tell them. With everything I speak on, people just don't get how I feel about it. I've talked to people about being loyal to your people and they don't get it. Don't get me speaking on my relationships and all that. Tried to talk to my dude about it, and it seems like he's not really getting what I'm saying. I can't blame him though, he got a nice little relationship going on. You can't expect someone to relate to being single for a while and wanting something more when they have something, you know? I confided in him about a certain female, and it just seems like he brings up how good she looks. Like, if that's all she is, I don't want her. He did say that I should know her by now though. I mean, I kinda of know where her mind is, but just not enough to involve myself in something that's going to end in two weeks. Call me overprotective, I'll wear that shoe. But yea, then he went on to talk about all the niggas that want her, okay? I feel like that has nothing to do with me. What shorty does with her life, I have no business concerning myself in. If... You know what, fuck it. I'ma end that whole part of this blog here.

Moving on. - My dude Ree wrote a blog about me, lol. That nigga made me realize how long I've known this nigga. Man, he's been there for a minute, you know? He knows me unlike the rest of these people I call friends. Me and son can joke around and know it's all love. He's one of the few people I can call real in life. Whatever, I know this nigga is going to keep it funky with me. Whether he likes my decision or not, he's going to let me know. Ree, I respect your Super Haitian ass. Aye, how do you feel about Wyclef getting caught up in some Steroids shit? Damn, ain't he supposed to be brining water to your country nigga? LMAO!

Well, I really do have much more to say, but I just can't find the words to say it. I'm going to go finish listening to Mood Muzik 3 for the billionth time. Be easy, yo.

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Outro.

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