So, how was your Christmas? Mine was - ehh? Full of memories. I started off my day at around 11am. Got up, took a shower and came to the computer. While sitting here, I thought about how much I used to love Christmas, you know? Just being with the family. So I started going through some old pictures and I find this crazy picture of me in all blue. Like, son - ALL BLUE. From my shoes and up. That outfit was so fly back then. Yea, that was Christmas at my Aunt Linda's house. She always through the best family get togethers. I thought about everything that happened that Christmas and began to laugh. Shit, those were the days. I sat here thinking for a while, then I got on CrushSpot and posted in some threads. Damn, time flew by - because it was now 3pm and I was supposed to get my grandma at 3 so we could go to my brother's house for Christmas. I was running late, so my moms went and got her.
I walked in at my brothers crib before mom-dukes and granny pulled up. Me and my brother sat there chillin', but I couldn't stop lookin' at his girlfriends ass. It's so perfect, I bullshit you not. Finally moms and grandma get there. They start eatin' and everything. Yah'meen, I don't eat much so I just chilled back talking to my brother. This ol' bitch nigga already ate. I know his greedy ass couldn't wait. We were all sitting there for all of an hour and thirty minutes when out of the blue my grandma was ready to go. What the fuck I tell y'all in my last blog? Lmao, chick was ready to dip. My moms was like "It's rude to eat and leave." - My grandma gone say "Well it's rude to overstay your welcome." - WOMP! Shit, so I gets up to make me plate, and she's like "Hurry up and eat." Heh, I just made my shit to go.
When I took my grandma home, I just road around my old hood for a minute. You know, just thinking? Damn, I missed being out there so much. It was such a Ghost town, ya'kno? Like everyone was gone. Not a person in the streets, it was just dead. Usually, you couldn't stop niggas from being in the streets, regardless of the day or weather. Riding around for about 15 minutes, the next thing I know I was at my Auntie Roz house. Man, I hadn't seen her in about a year, and it was years before I had seen her last year. I knocked on the door and she open the door yellin'. Lmao, I ain't know she missed me that much. She hugged me so many times and told me how "fine" I was. Man, she looked bad though. I wish everything was the way they were. My auntie was my heart and soul man. She used to baby sit me before I could even talk. She's the one who taught me how to play the piano. Lol, damn - the memories. I stayed there thinking about life and my family. I just wish I could go back in time and enjoy Christmas like we used to. Before my Uncle Raymond passed, man - Christmas used to be so big! Come to think of it, we hadn't had a big one since. We usually go to my Aunt Linda's house for shit, but we haven't done anything with her this year. Yea, so I leave my Auntie Roz's house and I'm riding up my old street. Shit hit me so quick. I saw the street name and all the memories started coming back. Man, I miss those days.
I can't look at the past any more, I just can only hope to change my future. I know one day I'll have a big family and we'll do Christmas all out like my family used to. I'll pass the tradition of family down that was never given to me. Hopefully, yo - hopefully. I just long for that feeling again. You know, bragging about your gifts to your cousins, showing off your new clothes to everyone. Sitting there playing the new game that you know you wanted. Seeing all of the older people drunk out of their minds and shoo'ing you out of the room. Lol, good ol' days man. I can't wait until I have my own family and I'm able to pass that down to them. I'm still young, but it seems like my best years are behind me.
On a side note though, I found out my brother likes Jay-Z. That shit was a big shock to me. I never would have thought it. I played him some Joe Budden and he thought the nigga was insane too. Damn, we have a lot in common. We sat there, he smoked a blunt and we just talked. I wish I could have smoked with him, but I'm about to get another job and I might have to drop. Ehh, fucking shit. Lol, I'd love to be blooowweeddd right now. Fuck it though, I'ma go watch I Am Legend and National Treasure 2 right now.
MERRYCHRISTMASYOUDUMBFUCKS.
Outro.
I walked in at my brothers crib before mom-dukes and granny pulled up. Me and my brother sat there chillin', but I couldn't stop lookin' at his girlfriends ass. It's so perfect, I bullshit you not. Finally moms and grandma get there. They start eatin' and everything. Yah'meen, I don't eat much so I just chilled back talking to my brother. This ol' bitch nigga already ate. I know his greedy ass couldn't wait. We were all sitting there for all of an hour and thirty minutes when out of the blue my grandma was ready to go. What the fuck I tell y'all in my last blog? Lmao, chick was ready to dip. My moms was like "It's rude to eat and leave." - My grandma gone say "Well it's rude to overstay your welcome." - WOMP! Shit, so I gets up to make me plate, and she's like "Hurry up and eat." Heh, I just made my shit to go.
When I took my grandma home, I just road around my old hood for a minute. You know, just thinking? Damn, I missed being out there so much. It was such a Ghost town, ya'kno? Like everyone was gone. Not a person in the streets, it was just dead. Usually, you couldn't stop niggas from being in the streets, regardless of the day or weather. Riding around for about 15 minutes, the next thing I know I was at my Auntie Roz house. Man, I hadn't seen her in about a year, and it was years before I had seen her last year. I knocked on the door and she open the door yellin'. Lmao, I ain't know she missed me that much. She hugged me so many times and told me how "fine" I was. Man, she looked bad though. I wish everything was the way they were. My auntie was my heart and soul man. She used to baby sit me before I could even talk. She's the one who taught me how to play the piano. Lol, damn - the memories. I stayed there thinking about life and my family. I just wish I could go back in time and enjoy Christmas like we used to. Before my Uncle Raymond passed, man - Christmas used to be so big! Come to think of it, we hadn't had a big one since. We usually go to my Aunt Linda's house for shit, but we haven't done anything with her this year. Yea, so I leave my Auntie Roz's house and I'm riding up my old street. Shit hit me so quick. I saw the street name and all the memories started coming back. Man, I miss those days.
I can't look at the past any more, I just can only hope to change my future. I know one day I'll have a big family and we'll do Christmas all out like my family used to. I'll pass the tradition of family down that was never given to me. Hopefully, yo - hopefully. I just long for that feeling again. You know, bragging about your gifts to your cousins, showing off your new clothes to everyone. Sitting there playing the new game that you know you wanted. Seeing all of the older people drunk out of their minds and shoo'ing you out of the room. Lol, good ol' days man. I can't wait until I have my own family and I'm able to pass that down to them. I'm still young, but it seems like my best years are behind me.
On a side note though, I found out my brother likes Jay-Z. That shit was a big shock to me. I never would have thought it. I played him some Joe Budden and he thought the nigga was insane too. Damn, we have a lot in common. We sat there, he smoked a blunt and we just talked. I wish I could have smoked with him, but I'm about to get another job and I might have to drop. Ehh, fucking shit. Lol, I'd love to be blooowweeddd right now. Fuck it though, I'ma go watch I Am Legend and National Treasure 2 right now.
MERRYCHRISTMASYOUDUMBFUCKS.
Outro.
1 comment:
Aw Jamesy, I used to love Christmas also. [sigh] This was my Christmas without him in my life .. it was rough! I'm glad it's about to be over soon though. Have fun the rest of your evening & I'll catch you later on yahoo.
Btw, I love the new layout!
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