Christmas Eve, what?! Fuck this ol' commercial holiday. I haven't heard one mentioning of Jesus all season. That's messed up. Happy Birthday Jesus! Although I do know that this isn't your actual birthday, it's still a day set aside to acknowledge you for it. People have gotten so side tracked with their gifts and worshiping of a Coca Cola created image of Santa Claus that they've forgotten about you. I won't do the same. I'm thankful for you; hopefully that accounts to something.
I remember when I used to get dumb gassed up over Christmas. Like, right now I'd be in the bed achin', son. On some "OMG! WILL THE MORNING COME?!" type of shit. I haven't been excited for Christmas in 7 years, maybe. Ever since my pops pulled that bullshit. I don't feel like going through it again, but it was pure bullshit. After that year, I stopped expecting shit and I never ask for shit. I guess that's why I don't get shit. My moms did get me a $200 gift card though. I love her for that. Lol, I pretty much got my money back on what I spent on her.
Tomorrow I'm going to my brother's house. That's cool, because I hadn't really had a relationship with my brother going up due to my father. I shall make the best of that. I gotta pick up my grandma tomorrow, so I'm pretty sure I'll be leaving my brothers crib early. Lol, granny never wants to stay anywhere for any extended amount of time. As soon as you get there she's on some "I'm ready to go" shit. Womp, so I expect to be there two hours at most. Shit, that's enough to eat though - yeeno!?
So, the fuck? I had to work today. Son, guess who called me? Sierra. Hearing her voice is always the best feeling in the world. Fuck, every time we talk I miss her. I wish things could have worked out between us. There was no one to blame, we were just young and rushed into something. Shit, we're both older now - I should see where it would take us. Fuck it, she probably got a dude and ain't even thinkin' about me. Lol, I told y'all I'm such a has been with females now. I WAS the nigga to be with back then. Eh, shit changed when I got with oh girl. She changed me a lot and made it hard for anyone to get close to me again. Eh, I hate her for that - but her heart is good, at least I think so.
Well, yea I'm out - be safe tomorrow and enjoy your family because some people don't have one.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYJESUSWORD!
Outro.
I remember when I used to get dumb gassed up over Christmas. Like, right now I'd be in the bed achin', son. On some "OMG! WILL THE MORNING COME?!" type of shit. I haven't been excited for Christmas in 7 years, maybe. Ever since my pops pulled that bullshit. I don't feel like going through it again, but it was pure bullshit. After that year, I stopped expecting shit and I never ask for shit. I guess that's why I don't get shit. My moms did get me a $200 gift card though. I love her for that. Lol, I pretty much got my money back on what I spent on her.
Tomorrow I'm going to my brother's house. That's cool, because I hadn't really had a relationship with my brother going up due to my father. I shall make the best of that. I gotta pick up my grandma tomorrow, so I'm pretty sure I'll be leaving my brothers crib early. Lol, granny never wants to stay anywhere for any extended amount of time. As soon as you get there she's on some "I'm ready to go" shit. Womp, so I expect to be there two hours at most. Shit, that's enough to eat though - yeeno!?
So, the fuck? I had to work today. Son, guess who called me? Sierra. Hearing her voice is always the best feeling in the world. Fuck, every time we talk I miss her. I wish things could have worked out between us. There was no one to blame, we were just young and rushed into something. Shit, we're both older now - I should see where it would take us. Fuck it, she probably got a dude and ain't even thinkin' about me. Lol, I told y'all I'm such a has been with females now. I WAS the nigga to be with back then. Eh, shit changed when I got with oh girl. She changed me a lot and made it hard for anyone to get close to me again. Eh, I hate her for that - but her heart is good, at least I think so.
Well, yea I'm out - be safe tomorrow and enjoy your family because some people don't have one.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYJESUSWORD!
Outro.
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