Well, hello guys. I'm officially back blogging. I hope you didn't miss me too much. My layout is really under construction right now, so bare with me. I wasn't going to blog until it's finished, but I need to take new pictures for the side. So please don't worry about the big blank space to the right of this post. I really don't have much to talk about. I'd like to post a picture of a beautiful woman, but she'd kill me if I did. I'm not going to embarrass her by talking about it, so let's move on.

These past few days have been extremely hard, but I'm alive. I've been placed in the lowest point that I've been in years. You know what? I'm not all that worried right now. I'm positive and optimistic that I'll be just fine whenever God wants me to be. This is a test in which I hope to pass and make him and myself proud. It's funny how he puts people in your life to see if you deserve what they have to offer. My problem is that I'm too blind to see when a person is the best thing that could happen, you know? It's like I get caught up in my own world that I disregard the hand that's waiting there to lift me up. I thank you for waiting so long. I've realized that I do have a support cast, and that's all I need. I just really need to learn how to open my mouth and let people know what's going on. I have to learn how to talk to someone without holding back. I've cried, and I've laughed. I'm slowly trying to rebuild what's been shattered. I'll be fine, and most importantly we'll be fine.

I'm going to take new pictures tomorrow so that I can really do the side of my layout. I kind of stole this idea from twitter. Sue me? Hopefully I can get it how I want to. It's kind of hard working with HTML and the numbers. I had a completely different layout planned for my comeback to blogging, but eh? I don't feel like working with it. I want to do something simple, but kind of complicated. I don't know. We'll see how it all works out. I think the color is temporary. I'll see how that flows whenever I get the pictures taken tomorrow. I really wish I had a tripod or something. I'll find a place to prop my camera up. The weather sucks, but snow seems like a good scenery right now. Eh? You never know. It's all an experiment. Like I said, we'll see.

I'm officially back in school. I'm kind of on the fence about one of my classes. It's really boring, but I'm sure I'll get the most out of it. The only thing that keeps me interested in the class is that I'll be able to really appreciate the music that I make. The other class will help me perfect how it's made. I can tell you now that my level and quality of music will sky rocket after this semester. Like, my ear will be opened to everything imaginable. Music will be enjoyable again, instead of some sort of relief. I haven't been writing much because I don't have inspiration and I'm very unmotivated. I'll find my motivation in these classes. Trust, it'll be good for the both of us. You know?

Well, that's all. I'll be back tomorrow and hopefully be able to finish up my layout. I'm glad that you still read my blog after that short hiatus. It would have been longer, but I decided I'd give in to Ki asking(telling) me to blog again. That's fine, I enjoy writing. I know all of you enjoy reading as well. Okay, I'm not going to keep you any longer. Goodnight.