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So, yea - my birthday? Maybe next year. It was quite boring and fairly lonely. No one bothered to call me this year like the last years. Well, my father called me twice and left two messages. I figured I'd call him back. How is it I miss what we never had? I just wish I could of had a father growing up, man. I really do. I've forgiven him, but it's so hard to sit there and talk to him. I hate crying, yo - seriously. I don't know why talking to this nigga makes me want to cry. Bitch shit, right? I know. Pretty much, that's the highlight of my birthday. I sat in the house, watched a movie, and then took a drive to reflect on a few things. Oh, I bought myself ice cream and cake. Since no one else bothered to celebrate with me, I celebrated alone.

I missed you yesterday, I really did. I hope you're feeling better this morning. I forgot how it feels to miss someone, you know? Eh, I don't want to miss you anymore. So, let's get well soon - okay? Missing you means that you're not there and I don't like that feeling. I don't mean to get all soft on you, but that's real talk, lol.

"I don't know how people listen to Jay-Z."

Drey, you're buggin'. How can you not listen to Jay-Z? Name one artist in the history of rap who has had a better career. Give me one artist who has made a bigger flip off of rap. He's a lyrical genius. Son confuses the hell out of niggas. That "I Know" song has all of these people thinking he's talking about love and whatnot. "Meet The Parents" is probably one of the best story telling tracks in the history of rap. He's insane. I guess it's what your ear hears, though. Jay-Z being the best rapper alive is an opinion, just as any other artist. Lil' Wayne is trash though.

So yea, I guess I'll go fuck with a song or some shit.