Maybe I'll be better off alone; I mean, that's what I keep telling myself. In actuality, no one wants to be without someone. I heard this Justin Timberlake song on the way home from work today, "What Goes Around" - that shit is real talk. I dedicate that to every female I've ever been with. I've honestly been fucked over by everyone. Like I said before, I thought I had one person who didn't do anything real grimey, but thinkin' about it - she went outside of our relationship and found a replacement for poor ol' Jay. Lol, I can't hate - I guess I'm happy for her. I guess. This song though, it's real talk. To all of y'all, what goes around comes around. To the female who had me sitting in the studio with her boyfriend - but telling me it was a friend and doing the same to him, that comes back around. To the female who dumped me because I "didn't know how to be a boyfriend", but left me in a time where I felt like I needed someone the most - that comes back around. To the female who fabricated her whole life and sucked me into one of the biggest confusion holes and lies I've ever been involved with. Whatever your reasoning for that was, you're the reason I can't trust what someone tells me. You had me believing you were someone you weren't; although your intentions probably weren't to do so - that still comes back around. To the female who I felt like I would give my all too after being fucked over so many times, the one who took advantage of my naivity and exploited how much I cared for you. The person who took what trust I had in love and led me into something that wouldn't last - that comes back around. See, the thing is, before we got into that relationship baby girl, you know your intentions wasn't to stay. You upped and left without a goodbye, stood me up, and I haven't heard from you since. Sweetheart, that comes back around. See, I'll say this - I don't want any of you to go through what you put me though. I genuinely want all of you to be happy and find someone you can settle down with and find true love. Just know that in life, karma is a real bitch to have to deal with. I wished something would have been different with at least one of you, but it's not meant to be. Maybe, I'm better off alone; I mean, that's what I keep telling myself.
WHATGOESAROUNDCOMESBACKAROUND.
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WHATGOESAROUNDCOMESBACKAROUND.
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