Ahh, Christmas is coming up soon. I have a feeling that this is going to be a dull, horrible, Christmas. I'm not stressin' it though, can't win them all. I usually go all out for Christmas with the gifts and all that, but this year I don't have many people to shop for. I've lost a lot of people in 2007, so I only have my mother in mind. I'm not sure what to get her though, gosh! Last year I spent a few G's - everyone was happy. You know what I wanted in return? - Nothing. That's right, I asked for nothing last year. My girlfriend at the time did get me something though. I really wish she wouldn't have, but she did. I'm not good at accepting gifts - so it was awkward. Sadly, we broke up just after Christmas - womp, womp, womp! You know what I miss the most about being young? Having a big family. Shit was mad fun back then. Now everybody is dead, locked up, or just distant from everyone else in the family. One day I'm going to get married and have a billion kids and have a great big family! Gosh, sounds fun - right? Lmao, me getting married though? Chill, that only sounds nice in theory.
You know, someone asked me what I wanted out of life. All I could say is to be successful. In a perfect world, I'd love to have a nice sized home somewhere in a different state. I don't have to be rich, just comfortable enough to provide for me and my family. I would love for it to be so that my companion doesn't have to work unless she wants to. I want to get up every morning and go to work in a suit. As much as I hate wearing suits, just putting one on going to a big cooperate office would make me feel so accomplished. - Eh, don't ask. It would be even better if it were my own entertainment company. That shit is going to take a few years and a few million to be exactly how I want it to be. You know what though? - I don't care, I'll have it no matter how long and how much it is. For whoever is reading this shaking their head like "nigga, yeen gone have shit" - I want to come back to you and just say "I told you so."
As far as children though, hmm - I want two little monsters. Two is enough for me, but if my chick wants more and we're financially stable - I'll give her as many as she requests. She won't be able to handle many, because I'ma have some giant ass kids. For now, let's just stick with two. I want a little girl so bad, yo! Gosh! I'd want to have a boy before a girl though so he can be the over protective brother. Lol, the one who keeps his sister in line when daddy can't be around! I swear, I want to name my daughter Brooklyn though. I love kids. I actually had a dream that I had a little girl, shit seemed so real. Funny thing is Diamond and my sister both said they had a dream about having a child a few nights ago. That's fucking weird... Well fuck their kids, it's all about mine. :) - So yea, I had a dream I had a little girl, shorty was gorgeous and hella smart. She was only a baby but she could count and speak as clearly as a two year old mouth would let her. She had long curly hair and she was really tiny. When I came home she always ran up and gave me a hug! Ohmyfrenchtoast! That shit was so beautiful, made me feel important.
Well, uhm - anyway - I updated my playlist. I'm on my R&B shit, so enjoy the songs. Nah, I don't have any influence of these songs, they really mean nothing. I just like the songs. They don't make me think of a special person or anything, so don't ask. I know usually when I have R&B songs up, they're speaking to a person through music and she would know who she was. This time, there is no real meaning for it - I just wanted to do something different. I'm still updating the songs, so yea! Be easy though.
THEGOODTHINGSINLIFEAREHARDTOFIND.
Outro.
You know, someone asked me what I wanted out of life. All I could say is to be successful. In a perfect world, I'd love to have a nice sized home somewhere in a different state. I don't have to be rich, just comfortable enough to provide for me and my family. I would love for it to be so that my companion doesn't have to work unless she wants to. I want to get up every morning and go to work in a suit. As much as I hate wearing suits, just putting one on going to a big cooperate office would make me feel so accomplished. - Eh, don't ask. It would be even better if it were my own entertainment company. That shit is going to take a few years and a few million to be exactly how I want it to be. You know what though? - I don't care, I'll have it no matter how long and how much it is. For whoever is reading this shaking their head like "nigga, yeen gone have shit" - I want to come back to you and just say "I told you so."
As far as children though, hmm - I want two little monsters. Two is enough for me, but if my chick wants more and we're financially stable - I'll give her as many as she requests. She won't be able to handle many, because I'ma have some giant ass kids. For now, let's just stick with two. I want a little girl so bad, yo! Gosh! I'd want to have a boy before a girl though so he can be the over protective brother. Lol, the one who keeps his sister in line when daddy can't be around! I swear, I want to name my daughter Brooklyn though. I love kids. I actually had a dream that I had a little girl, shit seemed so real. Funny thing is Diamond and my sister both said they had a dream about having a child a few nights ago. That's fucking weird... Well fuck their kids, it's all about mine. :) - So yea, I had a dream I had a little girl, shorty was gorgeous and hella smart. She was only a baby but she could count and speak as clearly as a two year old mouth would let her. She had long curly hair and she was really tiny. When I came home she always ran up and gave me a hug! Ohmyfrenchtoast! That shit was so beautiful, made me feel important.
Well, uhm - anyway - I updated my playlist. I'm on my R&B shit, so enjoy the songs. Nah, I don't have any influence of these songs, they really mean nothing. I just like the songs. They don't make me think of a special person or anything, so don't ask. I know usually when I have R&B songs up, they're speaking to a person through music and she would know who she was. This time, there is no real meaning for it - I just wanted to do something different. I'm still updating the songs, so yea! Be easy though.
THEGOODTHINGSINLIFEAREHARDTOFIND.
Outro.
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