I feel like the people I love give up on me. When I'm upset, I know I'm not the easiest person to deal with - but if the tables were turned, I'd be there for as long as whenever. I don't recall someone being there for the duration. Someone willing to go through hell with me just to get back to heaven. That's all I really want, you know? Just to know someone will be there in the trenches with me and not solely because I ask - but because they want to be there. If you genuinely want to leave, then leave. I don't need you. I want someone to be there because they know it's hell, but heaven is just right around the corner. I'm willing to do that with people. Why isn't there a person to do the same for me? I don't know.

You know what I hate more than anything in the world? Well, second than being lied to. It's disrespect. Actually, lying is disrespectful. Add all that in one bunch. I hate being disrespected. It's something that I was raised on. If you and I are cool and someone disrespects you - then I cut all ties with the person, just as I'd expect you to do for me. If you ask me not to keep ties with a person who has shown you some types of disrespect, then without a second thought it's fuck that nigga. I don't have that same loyalty back to me. People don't understand what that means to me. Where is the loyalty to me? Loyalty is everything a person can offer. I don't ask for much - just be loyal to me and stand by me. If you're down for me, then show me. That's real talk, man. I would be damned if someone disrespects you and I'm still cordial with them. I wouldn't put myself in a position to even kick it with that person. I don't care if it's just a game of basketball. Forget that, me and dude ain't cool if he's disrespected you. Loyalty, man. Learn it. Stand by me regardless of anything. I don't care if you're bored and that person's the last human to talk to - keep that loyalty. I feel disrespected if you don't.

Maybe I should have been born Italian.