It's 6:51AM here, which means it's 12:51PM in Paris. I kind of miss her, you know? We're talking more than I expected, so that's always good. I've grown accustomed to preparing myself for the worst thing possible, so that everything that's not so bad seems great. It's the best denial that I can experience. It's hard to really get comfortable without her being on my pillow. I mean, I've been managing. I fill her space with miscellaneous things or a movie. I've been watching like three or four a day, lol. Love is something else.

It's November fourth. I'll have a story about me voting later today. It's definitely my first election. I'm so excited. I'm leaving out at 7:30 so I can be one of the first to vote. It makes me happy, lol. I'm able to do something that my great-grandfather couldn't do. Something that my grandmother fought for. I am only the third generation out of slavery from my great-grandfathers bloodline. I walk into this with him in my heart. I never met him, of course, but I'm doing this for him, for my grandmother, and for everyone else. No matter who I'm voting for, I'm voting. They'd be proud. I'm not going to disclose who I'm voting for, because that's really none of your business. Just know my decision isn't because of hype or because of any perks. It's because I think he'll lead this country in the right direction and I'll be proud to call him my President.

It's somethings that have really been on my mind and I'm trying my hardest not to air a few niggas out. Just know that my relationship is the only reason that I haven't snapped or said some shit that I normally would. I have respect for her, but these fuck niggas are really pushing whatever buttons that I have. I guess I won't allow myself to slip into that and whatever games these niggas play. I usually don't let the bullshit they've been pulling slide. It's irking my nerves. I'll just sum it up to that they're mad because I'm stylin' on 'em. Yea, that's it.

I told myself I wouldn't blog, but eh? I couldn't help it. I have to talk to something. Lol, I'm weird like that. I really did want to go to sleep. I told her that I would try, and I gave my best shot at it. I'm going to really force myself to go to sleep when I get home from voting, though. I'll stop at the store and get some type of sleep aid. I don't know how well I'll be able to sleep with the sun up, though. That's the weird thing about me. I don't sleep at night, but I seriously can't sleep when the sun is up. I don't know, it's just something about all of the light shining in my room that seriously bothers me.

Anyway, enjoy the song on my blog. I'll holla at you people soon. Hopefully tonight or tomorrow.