1. I've always admired you. You've been such an important part of my life and I have modeled my life just after you've done yours. I appreciate everything you've done for me and I'll never forget you in whatever I do. Unfortunately, all of that sounds nice - but as the days go on, I grow a sense of bitterness every time I'm around you. It seems as if you start random things with me for no reason and I can't really control it because I don't have a place to get away to. I just don't know anymore. Maybe time away from you will make things better.
2. Eh, in some ways I resent you, but recently you've been very proactive in my life. Years upon years I couldn't figure out why you wouldn't want me. Why you wouldn't want to be apart of my life. It really bothered me. I'm glad that you've stepped up and became the person that you know you should and could be. We have a long way to go to develop a relationship.
3. I can't help but to laugh at the situation now. It's funny, seriously. How could a person be such a liar? You lied about everything but being alive. How do I even know you're not some vampire or something. Honestly, you're the best thing that could happen to me. I'm no longer naive. Thanks, sweetliarheart. I should of listened to people about you. This time they were right.
4. Communication is key, really. We could of had something. I don't have any ill-blooded feelings toward you though. It's just ironic how now you want to come to me about things. It's kind of weird. You know? You should of done that when we were a we and not just you and me. Heh, best of luck with whatever, though.
5. You're more like my brother than any of my actual brothers. It's crazy how much we are alike. From our taste in women, even though yours seem weird sometimes, to our music selection, which your is weird as well, we have much in common. You've been there for me when the people I swear should have been there for me wasn't. I know that I can come to you no matter the time and it's the same with you. You're my soul brother, seriously. Nothing less. We'll make it.
6. You're the only person to ever stand me up in life. That's crazy. When I'm all big and famous some day you can always hold that over my head. I thought you were the one I'd give myself to but we see how well that worked out. Lol, how gay? If you knew you weren't going to be interested in what we had anymore, you could have came to me about it. Abruptly disappearing is so childish. Seriously. Best of luck, though.
7. I'm so lost for words when it comes to you. I pray that you don't know this is about you because it'll seem extra cheesy. At times you're extra ugh and I just want to shake you and then the next minute you're amazing. You give me gray hairs, but the good kind. The wisdom ones, you know? I learn from you with each passing day. Sometimes I can't stand you and you can't stand me either. We've been through so much. Ah, how strong are we? Very.
8. I wish you wouldn't of done what you did. I don't have much of a caring feeling towards you. It's like, how can you go from being family to just a normal nigga on the streets to me. I haven't spoken to you in months, leaning more toward a year. It's weird, though. I hope this isn't irreparable.
10. You, you, you. You're your own worst enemy. You need to get your shit together as soon as you can. I know how hard you've been stuggling and life is going to look up for you. I promise. Just keep your head strong and do as much as you can, man. You'll make it. Your talent is also endless. I can't wait to see you on TV someday. It'll do me some good.
2 comments:
I remember when I did one of these.
It's a real great stress reliever.
Nice blog, fathead.
I know where I is.
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