Say hello to the bad guy, they say I'm a bad guy...
First and foremost, congratulations to me. I'm very excited about dropping my first solo project. You can download it by clicking the photo on the right hand side of my blog that's titled "I've Created A Monster". I'm proud of myself for this one; although it got old really fast. I'm already tired of hearing the project and I just finished it, lmao. Sad, right? I mean, I can't really kick back and relax either. I have so much other things to get ready for. Now I'm in Science Project mode, you know? I'm hyped up about dropping this with Ace da Vinci later on this month. Are you ready for it? Yea, nigga - we're here.
So, I did my radio interview with Kash and ILLdividual radio earlier. I enjoyed myself, but the hate is really thick in the air. I guess other niggas got beef with me because I choose not to get involved with certain things. Lol, I'm good. Whatever you niggas have going on - keep Jay Adams out of that. Then these wack niggas have the nerve to call me wack? I'm not even talking about my two fans tonight - I'm speaking on these "radio host". How about you get your business squared straight. I mean, the last time I checked, your own co-host wasn't trying to fuck with you anymore because you're inconsistent. Oops? My bad, Jay Adams has a big mouth. Don't get aired out, lol. Now, I know you're going to read this because someone is stalking my blog and it's going to get back to you and you'll reply in your blog because that's what bloggers do, right? Lol, fuck out of here. You niggas amuse me.
Why am I always the bad guy, though? I swear, it never fails. I try my hardest to be a nice dude, you know? I try my hardest in everything I do - but I'm always hearing about myself in a negative light. Oh, Jay - you're not this, you're not that. Seriously? Say hello to the bad guy. That's all I can really sum it up as. Either way it goes, people will look at me as if I'm doing something wrong. I guess I can't do shit right. Then you wonder why I shut down and lock myself away? I mean, that's how you make me. I have nothing to say anymore. I refuse to get my feelings hurt anymore than they already are. Sometimes silence is my best defense. I mean, it seems like everything I say always is in the wrong. I feel less and less each time, yo. Like what I'm doing is so terrible - then why are we in this? If I can't reciprocate what you do - then why do you make it seem like you're wasting your time on me? Kind of hurts, but okay. Oh, oh, my bad - I'm supposed to draw something different from: "I can do this, but you don't do it. I do that, but you don't do it." - I'm sorry? Whatever.
My glory is short lived these days. For each moment of bliss, I get another moment of despair to match it. I can't really just be happy for an extended period of time. I'm so used to being down that I expect it more and more. It's cool, I guess in some sick way I feel like I deserve it. Whatever.
First and foremost, congratulations to me. I'm very excited about dropping my first solo project. You can download it by clicking the photo on the right hand side of my blog that's titled "I've Created A Monster". I'm proud of myself for this one; although it got old really fast. I'm already tired of hearing the project and I just finished it, lmao. Sad, right? I mean, I can't really kick back and relax either. I have so much other things to get ready for. Now I'm in Science Project mode, you know? I'm hyped up about dropping this with Ace da Vinci later on this month. Are you ready for it? Yea, nigga - we're here.
So, I did my radio interview with Kash and ILLdividual radio earlier. I enjoyed myself, but the hate is really thick in the air. I guess other niggas got beef with me because I choose not to get involved with certain things. Lol, I'm good. Whatever you niggas have going on - keep Jay Adams out of that. Then these wack niggas have the nerve to call me wack? I'm not even talking about my two fans tonight - I'm speaking on these "radio host". How about you get your business squared straight. I mean, the last time I checked, your own co-host wasn't trying to fuck with you anymore because you're inconsistent. Oops? My bad, Jay Adams has a big mouth. Don't get aired out, lol. Now, I know you're going to read this because someone is stalking my blog and it's going to get back to you and you'll reply in your blog because that's what bloggers do, right? Lol, fuck out of here. You niggas amuse me.
Why am I always the bad guy, though? I swear, it never fails. I try my hardest to be a nice dude, you know? I try my hardest in everything I do - but I'm always hearing about myself in a negative light. Oh, Jay - you're not this, you're not that. Seriously? Say hello to the bad guy. That's all I can really sum it up as. Either way it goes, people will look at me as if I'm doing something wrong. I guess I can't do shit right. Then you wonder why I shut down and lock myself away? I mean, that's how you make me. I have nothing to say anymore. I refuse to get my feelings hurt anymore than they already are. Sometimes silence is my best defense. I mean, it seems like everything I say always is in the wrong. I feel less and less each time, yo. Like what I'm doing is so terrible - then why are we in this? If I can't reciprocate what you do - then why do you make it seem like you're wasting your time on me? Kind of hurts, but okay. Oh, oh, my bad - I'm supposed to draw something different from: "I can do this, but you don't do it. I do that, but you don't do it." - I'm sorry? Whatever.
My glory is short lived these days. For each moment of bliss, I get another moment of despair to match it. I can't really just be happy for an extended period of time. I'm so used to being down that I expect it more and more. It's cool, I guess in some sick way I feel like I deserve it. Whatever.
2 comments:
ohh sheit sonson!
-downloads
i'z been waitin' on dis.
Chea!
Hello bad guy
:)
Man, I swear..
your layout is always so neat looking.
-pat your back
As far as the album is concern, I had it on repeat for a good 2 hours last night.
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