I really think my lifestyle is catching up to me.

It sucks, but I've thought about death a lot. I'm not suicidal, but if I died today - are all of my affairs in order? No, they aren't. I'd leave my folks with a whole heap of mess. I really need to start getting my shit prepared. I have bills to pay off and everything. Lol, I wouldn't leave them with much, either. I'm sure someone has an insurance policy taken out on me. Eh, it bothers me now that I think about it. I don't even know how much they'd get if I passed away. Smfh, I want to know how much they think I'm worth!

I'm really going to start shortening these blogs though. I know you're tired of reading dissertations everyday. Anyway, I think my lifestyle is really catching up to me. All I had to eat this week was Taco Bell and pancakes. I'm kind of starving right now and I won't have any money until I unfreeze my accounts on Monday. This is going to be such a long weekend. It's not like I can go anywhere because I helped a so called friend and now my tank is on E. Oops?