Goodnight...

I know that most nights I blog about the things that seem like never have solutions to. So tonight lets try something new. I'm going to talk about the things that are going well. I don't have many bad things in my life right now, it's just the few things that tend to bring me down are major things. I offer insight into my happiness.

You are truly God sent. Trial after trial, error after error, mistake after mistake - I'm here. This is not that same lonely place that I've stood for years. For the first time, I feel accompanied. I don't have to worry about you holding back from me because you tell me what's on your mind. I don't have to worry about you being insecure, because you're confident enough to know where you stand in my life. You're amazing, don't ever let anyone tell you different. Like, I really do trip on how happy we could be. I know you're tired of waking up to these terrible blogs that make it seem like you're such a bad person, but in actuality - you're more than I could dream of. I'm not one to put my business out there like that, so imagine as if I'm only talking to you right now and the few hundred hits I get on this blog a day don't matter. For so long I've had that same crush on you that I thought would go away, but it resurfaced. Now look at us? Who would have thought? I got side tracked, but I'm where I belong. Five years wasn't going to cut it, huh?

We argue, fine. I like how no matter how much we argue, we get back right where we need to be. Nothing can break that bond. You see, we go through these same things on a regular basis, but I can guarantee you that they only make us that much closer. Don't you notice how after every argument we have, its just the best feeling between us? I remember back when we were just friends and I told you that I like to argue and that I might pick an argument with you just because. I mean, I don't do that now - but damn, it sure seems like I do, huh? I'm sorry, I can't help my attitude right now. It's subsiding and I'm happy that you're patient. If it's one thing I can say about you, you're quick to put things behind you and ask how can you make it better. I love that about you. You're.... ugh, I hate that I don't have the words.

See, I have nothing to hide, I'm grown - but I do enjoy that you're my "mystery girl". Everyone's asking about who you are and where did you come from. Just tell them, they need to open there eyes - you've been there all along. They just aren't smart enough to catch onto simple metaphors and name drops. Aw, minus one for the fetal minded folks and plus two for us.

You shouldn't be afraid of me blogging at night. You're asleep right now and I'm wide awake. When you're just getting up, I'm sure I'll be crawling in the bed with you to take my ass to sleep. You'll feel my arms wrap around you just before you have to get up and prepare for class and everything else. Just like me, huh? Never on time for anything!

So, now I say to you.
Good Morning, Beautiful.