BLACK
In honor of my hot, horrible, rainy day without power - my font will be black for this post. So, hopefully you all had great days because mine began to fucking suck. I'm okay now, but again I have a headache. China, I guess I really am allergic to niggas? Eh, so who wants to read about me rant about my day? I haven't blogged about my day in so long. Maybe I'm getting back on my old Jay kick. Hopefully.
Okay, so yea. I got up and my sperm donor called me. He wanted to chill with me today. Okay, cool? I hadn't seem him in some years. He's here in Michigan because one of his friends died. Anyway, he came by and we went to Detroit to see my grandmother. I hadn't seen her since her birthday party in March. I love her to death, but she has the best ways in bringing me down. It really bothers me in how much she doubts me, but I'm not going to let it keep me down. After that, him and I went to get my truck washed, rims shined and everything. When we got back to my house, storm clouds start to roll in. He goes in his trunk and pulls out this picture. Want to see it?
That nigga had a high-top fade, though? But I was still extra-hard-body-sexy. Like, look at how smooth my top button is not even fastened. If I had chest hair, it would have been all out and sexy. That's how real playboy's do it. You know? Hugh Hefner style, bitch. Anyway, after that - I stepped in the fucking house and my damned power went out. How gay is that? It was hot as fuck, so I just sat there mad. I logged on my iPhone, but then I decided I didn't want to sit in the dark all night, so I went over to Dub's crib. This nigga was arguing with his girlfriend over some shit. After that, I took J. Dom home and went home. I sat in my truck for about an hour talking to 'the pouter' on my iPhone. That shit was trippin'. All of a sudden, I see lights - so I rush back inside. An hour later, here I am.
You've ever came to a sense of relief? You know, that feeling when just things seem to fall in order? I went to sleep with that feeling last night. I felt like I was playing with fire for a while and that I was only setting myself up for failure - but I'm somewhat relieved. Who's to say I'm not still? It's just one step closer to a fire extinguisher. Makes sense? If it doesn't, I'm sorry. Lol, yea - it sounded great in my head. Anyway, after blogging last night - I made such an honest effort to say what I had to say and now I feel great. I mean, I felt great before - but I feel 10x better. The thought doesn't burden me, but it did complicate me. I know I'm talking in code and running in circles, but it's just so clear to me. Eh, "King of Code Talking"? - Hush.
I'm exhausted. Today was long and hot and I'm really ready to curl up under my comforter and just drift off into my sleep area. I'm blogging early tonight because I don't think I'll have the energy for it later. I'm already yawning, lol. I'm not ready to sleep, though. Okay, I'll leave you here.
Goodnight.
3 comments:
Yikes I must have read that line where it said "sperm donor" about 3 times. I don't know what I was thinking about....but yeah. It was ridiculous out here in Chicago too, the thunder. It has been raining and thundering for the past 3 nights. I mean finally today the humidity broke and it felt so much better. That picture is wayyyyyy fancy. You're a funny guy "look at how smooth my top button is not even fastened." LOL, like wtf. That's hilarious. And I do know that sense of relief. I felt that the other day when I went to open my savings acocunt and before I knew it I was screwed again. But whatever it was fun while it lasted! I hope you embrace you relief-ness.
Awe, Jay.
:(
You'll get it together bae.
Yes, you're allergic to niggas, I told you.
And I know you probably don't want to hear this, but your dad is freaking hot, sorry.
Tell that nigga I said, Heeeeeeeeey!
Look, what is this fuckery? You and Ki both said something about that nigga. I'm banning the two of you. I TOLD YOU, I'M THE STAR OF THAT PICTURE.
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Hey, a new reader/friend. I'm Jay, and I presume you're Romney. I doubt you'll ever see this comment because of my clever "older posts no more" clause. But thanks for the comment, I appreciate it.
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