You're really not who I thought you were...
I could sit here and bash you, but I'd rather not. I appreciate somethings that I've learned in this day and I'll take that with me. Lol, maybe you'll understand one day - but right now, I just don't see it happening. I don't even feel like saying what I've learned today. Just know that whatever you do in the dark comes to the light. You're no different from anyone else. Don't walk with your head high, because you're just as low as the rest of the people I deal with. I don't think I can look at you the same as I did. I'm afraid it's too late to apologize.
Anyway, now that's off my chest - hello word and hello you. How are you folks doing tonight? You could be anywhere in the world, but I'm honored that you're here with me. Sometimes things get hard, but you're faithful and keeping up with me. I appreciate that. You make things a lot easier these days. I'm not speaking to all of you, either. Some of you don't deserve the words I write - but who am I to tell you what to read?
As of right now, I'm chill. I have one less thing to worry about in my life. I'm doing good and I'm proud of myself. Aren't you proud of me? I know you are. I'll continue to do me without much obstruction. See, I realized - I shouldn't worry about who I need in my life right now. You people are so "for the moment" that it's not even funny. So when your moment is up, please step aside and let me breathe. Let's see when I open my eyes how many of you are left?
If you only knew. You know? I keep that to myself for a real reason. I don't know the reason, but I don't think I'll be able to even decipher it. It's nothing to worry about, though. I promise. I think it'll be just fine if I don't say anything about it. I remember I wrote a poem about that. Lol. I always have a poem for something, don't I? Soon you'll understand. I mean, I hope you'll understand. If only you really could read minds. You know? I don't think it's stupid or will sound stupid, though. It's just something I feel I'd have to deal with inside myself.
I guess it's stirring up commotion because I don't say names. I guess you think I'm in the wrong for speaking to someone without mentioning who they are. You feel like I'm a bad person for doing so, don't you? Honestly - I've been the bad guy for a while now. I don't care what you think. If I speak to her, him, them, or it - then why should you care? I'm not speaking to you. Oh, you want names? Too bad - get the fuck out of my business.
.dnim ym no neeb s'tahw llet dluohs I ebyaM
Maybe I shouldn't.
I could sit here and bash you, but I'd rather not. I appreciate somethings that I've learned in this day and I'll take that with me. Lol, maybe you'll understand one day - but right now, I just don't see it happening. I don't even feel like saying what I've learned today. Just know that whatever you do in the dark comes to the light. You're no different from anyone else. Don't walk with your head high, because you're just as low as the rest of the people I deal with. I don't think I can look at you the same as I did. I'm afraid it's too late to apologize.
Anyway, now that's off my chest - hello word and hello you. How are you folks doing tonight? You could be anywhere in the world, but I'm honored that you're here with me. Sometimes things get hard, but you're faithful and keeping up with me. I appreciate that. You make things a lot easier these days. I'm not speaking to all of you, either. Some of you don't deserve the words I write - but who am I to tell you what to read?
As of right now, I'm chill. I have one less thing to worry about in my life. I'm doing good and I'm proud of myself. Aren't you proud of me? I know you are. I'll continue to do me without much obstruction. See, I realized - I shouldn't worry about who I need in my life right now. You people are so "for the moment" that it's not even funny. So when your moment is up, please step aside and let me breathe. Let's see when I open my eyes how many of you are left?
If you only knew. You know? I keep that to myself for a real reason. I don't know the reason, but I don't think I'll be able to even decipher it. It's nothing to worry about, though. I promise. I think it'll be just fine if I don't say anything about it. I remember I wrote a poem about that. Lol. I always have a poem for something, don't I? Soon you'll understand. I mean, I hope you'll understand. If only you really could read minds. You know? I don't think it's stupid or will sound stupid, though. It's just something I feel I'd have to deal with inside myself.
I guess it's stirring up commotion because I don't say names. I guess you think I'm in the wrong for speaking to someone without mentioning who they are. You feel like I'm a bad person for doing so, don't you? Honestly - I've been the bad guy for a while now. I don't care what you think. If I speak to her, him, them, or it - then why should you care? I'm not speaking to you. Oh, you want names? Too bad - get the fuck out of my business.
.dnim ym no neeb s'tahw llet dluohs I ebyaM
Maybe I shouldn't.
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HA!
HOW IRONIC!
Let it out in due time. So now what we suppose to do???? Let's move on!
che
so them Lakers?
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So chea.
FUCK them lakers.
still my second bestfriend carmen =]
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