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China, let's talk again.

I'm strangely annoyed right now. Somethings just get played out and old quick. I'm not in a laughing mood anymore, really. A-he-he-hell. So I guess I'll play some music and blog. Like really, that shit just made my stomach turn. Don't bother asking, because I'm not going to say much about it.

Anyway, today was a pretty boring day. I sat back and did nothing of importance, really. I didn't work on any songs, nor did I do anything productive with my life. I stepped outside to buy something to eat. Now, since I moved back with my moms - she hasn't cooked once, nor brought anything home. Today, I go out and buy myself dinner and everything. Why does she bring home EXACTLY what I bought? Nigga, what a waste of my fucking money. Fuck, my eyes hurt. I think I'ma go lay down after I write this blog.

Well, I just finished watching The Wire. Eh, it was a cool ending - I guess. I'm kind of upset that I didn't watch the whole wire thing from the very beginning. I guess I'll but the DVD's one day. Not this week or anything, because my guap is kind of low right now. I keep getting the thoughts of getting back into what I used to - but I've come up too far to go back. Like, my niggas keep bringing it up to me on some low-key shit. I can easily do it, but is it worth it? Honestly, the money is more addictive than the drug. I miss that life though, kind of. Ever since Mal got locked up I fell back off of that street shit. I mean, my other dude got 31 years a few months back on some drug shit. That was kind of a wake up call too. Eh, this shit is easy to come across though. You know?

I really can't stand some of you people, honestly. Like, seriously on my life. A lot of the things you do annoy the living shit out of me. I sit back and look at some of you and you make my stomach hurt. If I told half of you about yourselves, you'd probably kill yourselves. I guess some of you don't get the hint. I used to always be told "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." - Take the hint. If I'm not talking to you, then yea, figure it out. Don't repeatedly call my phone, text me, message me, whatever - if I don't respond to you, I'm considering your feelings. Anyone will tell you that I don't give a fuck about breaking someones pride. So leave it at that - stop trying to contact me if I obviously don't fuck with you. Alright? Bum ass niggas.

MOVING THE FUCK ON.

Where do you see your life in fifteen years? Eh, me? I have a beautiful life planned out. Yah'meen, first off meeting a gorgeous chick that I'm going to wife up. Take note that I said this, I don't start anything with anyone unless I plan on making them apart of my life forever. Can't figure it out? You're slow. That doesn't mean I'm going to rush anything, but just know that I said that. Anyway, gorgeous wife. Yah'meen, feelin' good with a degree or two under my name. Two to three annoying little children that I love to death. Something like successful in the entertainment industry. You know, I'm taking everything. I want music, fashion, fragrances, films, art, photography, and everything else involved. See, unlike the rest of these niggas - I have an actual plan that involves education. I have ways of achieving everything I want. What about you? I'ma just need somebody that's going to work with me and make that happen. People are selfish these days, they don't understand compromising. Hopefully I'm not like alone, but I don't mind being alone and successful. Word though, I don't have to worry about Bae being selfish. She's pretty supportive with me and what I want to do. I appreciate her.

Lol, that ugly shit still makes me laugh. Niggas know my track record, fall back. Shorty, ugly? I guess everybody has their own opinion. The thing is, 4.5/5 of these opinions don't matter. I've had niggas try to compare their chick with mine - real talk? You little niggas are peons to me, word.

You're online talking to my bitch's imposters.

Enough said on that matter. Anyway, my fucking eyes are bothering me. I still didn't go to the bank today, fuck it. I got word back from dude and my phone on eBay. He said he'll be sending it off tomorrow. Therefore I'll have it before the weekend. Yessir, let's get it in.

Anyway, China - what's up? How's your night going? I only write these blogs for you and a few other people. Lol, I can't wait until you grow up and stop being so young. You're cool people though. Don't get all boy crazy on me. Stop display caking that nigga. Ho, don't be puttin' no little boys in your display! I might get mad and hack you or some shit. Lol, but seriously - that man better not break your frail little heart because we gone ride on him and take his cookies and juice box, okay? Lol, I love you ho.

Goodnight China.