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Today really hasn't been my day. I've been feeling like shit, yo. People have been really testing me today, right? Heh, I guess I gotta show niggas that because I'm not seen much anymore, that I'm not soft, huh? It's some shit that's really bothering me amongst all of this shit. Like seriously.

I was talking to Kris yesterday about a situation involving someone I was involved with and her boyfriend. Eh, so this nigga thinks I'm upset that he "bagged" her? Not at all. Yah'meen, I don't sweat another nigga and I never have. Just as quick as she hopped of me to the next, she has the potential to do the same to you. Heh, think about that.

jarell.: its like, that niggah think he the shit ckuz he got a bitch that wont leave him after all the cheatin and shit
jarell.: [her name] is just a dumb broad, she must not wanna let that go

Heh, I know right? I rid myself of the situation. I guess because I didn't want to see her get hurt that I let her know what I knew. I figured she deserved better than that, but I guess niggas don't see shit. Instead she goes back and tells the nigga? Word. I'm not trippin' though. I could care less, honestly. What's the point in steppin' aside myself to make sure you're good if you put yourself back in the same situation. I better not see a tear shed when that nigga hurts you. Obviously he's still doing his thing. Word is you're claiming him and he doesn't even consider you to be his bitch. You're with this nigga for what? He makes you feel good? You feel good about the nigga dating two females? It's fucked up when you lower yourself for love. That's not love, yo. Really. I thought you deserved better, but it's quite clear that you want to be in that. I don't understand you, nor do I seek to understand you. You're a completely different person from what I met you. I mean, my friends even fuckin' with the nigga and you see it happening, but you're still putting yourself in the situation. I guess you on some Joe Budden shit, huh? Friends sayin' leave him, but you don't - because he sees something in you that we don't. Heh, he sees that you're dumb enough to sit around while he does his thing. I applaud that nigga. Good job, sir.

So, I rid myself - I'm through talking about that, honestly. Moving on. I started a new blog today. It's for my music and what not. I know y'all are just soooooo enthusiastic about how much of an artist I am, so it's for y'all. Lol, it's two blogs for y'all to stalk. Right now, I'm watching this shit on the Discovery Channel called Human Body. This shit makes me feel like going to jump of a building just because I know I have the ability to survive, yah'dig?! Lmao, this show got me on some superman shit. If your body can do this, imagine what my super abnormal ass can do! Whew, son - I can stop a speeding train and shit, No Eddy Griffin. LMAO, that was wrong - I'm sorry. The only person who is going to get that is Eric, I bet.

Eh, I'm only really blogging because I'm highly upset right now and useless ranting usually helps me calm down. Jarell's all caked up with his fagbitch watching Harry Potter, Kris isn't online, and Juelz isn't talking - so I'm on my own right now, w00t?! Fun? Extremely. Ugh, my moms is making me mad. Cool, right? Fuck it. So anyway, Brandi hit me up out of the fucking blue today. I forgot what we really talked about because I was super red hot mad at the time. Oh shit! Fuck, they're talking about that you need to sleep to get that super human shit. Damn it, that cuts me out. Lol @ them saying you learn more in your sleep because your brain is making connections and shit. That's why I'm so dumb, huh? Just ruin my chances of being super human. -sighs.

Lol @ this blog really helping me out. I'm so lame, yo. I was all mad, now I'm laughing at myself. You rock, Jay! I know, thanks Jay. I love you, bro. Aww, stop being so gay. - Don't mind my apparent episode of schizophrenia right there. Wellll, so today I wrote some shit. It's so gay, I know it's all soft and shit - I'm sorry. I'll write some killa-killa-bang-bang shit, okay? Here, let me type it up out of my notebook.

I Can't Stand Me Either
By: Jay Adams

Day in and day out- explain to me how this can be.
Tell me how you can care so much about a person like me.
So perfect you are, a fantasy for the most part.
That means you're not real - but how do you touch my heart?

I was supposed to spend my days lonely and hating all connections.
Baby, I'm a gangster - I'm not supposed to like affections.
Correction - through resurrection, you've helped me achieve perfection.
A small selection of protection - I was afraid to speak of you because of rejection.

Look at me now, a former play boy - never caught up.
Let me put you on game, sweetheat - help you get caught up.
I've fallen, but never been caught up in the midst to keep me intact.
In fact, I'm tryna give you my heart - but you have to keep it, no give backs.

So kiss me - I'll kiss back, bite your lip and all that.
I'm yours, you've got me - so tell these other broads to fall back.
I'm drowning in you baby, but need to take a breather.
You can't stand me? Shit, I can't stand me either.

Alright, dudes - I'm missing the show! I'll probably be back later on tonight to write a little more in the blog and shit. I know it's already long. I might just come back to make y'all mad that the blog is so long! Wow, I'm weird - I'm not even all that mad anymore. I make me better. -blushes.

ACLOSEDMOUTHDONTGETFED.
Outro.

Hold up, wait a minute!
Let me add a model in it!

I'm back guys!

LITTLE JUELZ


Nah, nigga.
That's really little Juelz.
-blushes.

Okay, I'm back again. I saw this on Juelz blog, so I wanted to copy her.

1. Real name - James Vincent Adams, Jr.

2. Birthday - March 5th

3. Status - On Yahoo? - Lol, nah I'm in a relationship.

4. Tall or short - 6'8" - I know I'm a giant, don't repeat.

5. Male or female - Grown ass MANLY man..

6. Elementary School - Uhm, I went to a billion.

7. Middle School/ Junior High - A billion of these too.

8. High school - Graduated from Romulus High School.

9. Eye color - Brown.

10. Hair color - Black & Gray. -sighs.

15. Are you a health freak - Not at all, I eat too much fast food.

17. Do you have a crush on someone - A lot more than a crush, eh.

18. Do you like your life - I'm content.

19. Piercings - Both ears.

20. Tattoos - Yes! I love tattoos! I have 54539.


FIRSTS

22. First surgery - Ankle.

23. First piercing - Left ear.

24. First best friend - God.

25. First trophy - 1st Grade, MVP basketball team.

26. First sport - Basketball.

27. First pet - Gold Fish named Casper - bitch died.

28. First vacation - Michigan, lmao!

30. First crush - Sharise.

CURRENTLY

49. Eating - Soggy Cereal.

52. Listening to - Infomercial on TV.

53. Waiting for - Juelz to go to sleep.

54. Wearing - Black Georgia Bulldogs fitted, black shirt, black basketball shorts, black and brown dunks.

55. Want kids - Yes, a few.

56. Want to get married - Of course, but let's see how that works out.

67. Careers in mind - Recording Engineering.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE PREFERRED SEX

68. Lips or eyes - Can I pick both?

69. Hugs or kisses - I'm too G for that.

70. Shorter or taller - Shorter, I love short girls.

71. Tan skinned or light - Light. :|

72. Romantic or spontaneous - Spontaneous.

73. Dark or light hair - Anything but blonde and ghetto shit.

74. Muscular or normal - I don't like big bitches, but I don't want no buff broad.

HAVE YOU EVER?

77. Kissed a stranger - Not at all.

80. Got sick from drinking too much? - Not at all.

81. Gone to Rehab? - Nah.

82. Broken someone's heart - Lol.

83. Turned someone down - Plenty.

84. Liked a friend as more than a friend - That's how all my relationships start.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

86. Yourself - More than most.

87. Miracles - Yessir.

90. Sex on the first date - Not at all.

91. Angels/ghosts - Angels.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

92. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? - Juelz... Lame, right?

93. If you could bring back someone that died, would you? Who & why? - Not at all. God's called them for a reason, who am I to question it?

LAST

95. Text message - "You have received a mutli-media messag from -" whatever.

96. Received call - Iono, my boys mom.

97. Call made - Juelz.

98. Comment on myspace - "How's that going?" - Snipa

99. Missed Call - My boys mom.

101. You hugged - I don't remember the last time I hugged someone.

102. Kissed? I don't remember the last time I kissed someone.

104. You slapped - I don't slap niggas.

105. Said I love you to - Lol.

106. Who broke your heart - I'm too G for that.

107. Time you cried - See previous answer.