Thirty-seven.

And she said...

I've thought about it, a lot - and, all i know - is its a risk I'm trying to take. It's funny, that I usually keep a plan, also. But, I just like letting this be. Whatever consequences come along, so be it.. I've thought about those, too, both good, and bad, and well - I'm still right here, I'm still ready to bet it all.

Lol, man - that made me smile. I had to read it over when I copied it, then reread it when I posted it. Eh, y'all know ol' bitter as Jay. I'm attracted though. Sue me? Bitch, fall back though. I'm mad half of y'all so nosey though. I'll feed into your desire to know what's up for a while, but soon or later I'ma leave all y'all hanging. I mean, damn - am I that intriguing? I realize that I know a bunch of the most hatin' bitches ever. I read my nigga Twan's blog, and he said some real shit. When you start getting involved with someone - every other bitch act like y'all been fuckin' for life. Half y'all broads don't even talk to me, oh but now you mad I speak about a female in my blog? Bitch get off my dick. If you're offended by this, I'm talking to you. I want you to be offended.

j a y . ™: Have you noticed when you got a girl or start talking to someone that bitches start actin' like y'all been talking forever.
j a y . ™: "Whatever Jarell... you got a girl. You just forgot about me."
j a y . ™: Bitch, you don't even talk to me.
r e l l . ™: lmaoooooooooooooooooooooooo
r e l l . ™: yes!
r e l l . ™: bitches do that, and i get hella mad
r e l l . ™: and then when we aint together aint shit change
r e l l . ™: they back to not paying me attention
r e l l . ™: BITCH
r e l l . ™:IM SINGLE!
j a y . ™: EXACTLY.

Yah'meen though? When I'm not trying to talk to anyone, you bitches wanna act like Jay don't exist. I start feelin' somebody, and you all felt betrayed? How about you fall back off my dick though? You jealous of her? Haaaaaaaaaa, you mad. I mean, y'all broads be jealous of the wrong people too. London? Lol, that's like my sister. Aasiyah? Nigga, stop it - that's like my sister too. Those are my older friends who I talk to for advice and just joke around with. I mean, y'all bitches dick rode London for the longest too. We sat back laughin' at y'all. Pretty much that's what shorty and I are doing now. I'm not trippin' though. I don't write these blogs for nothing. Lol, y'all sit there reading like "I wonder who he's talking about?!" - I'm glad I have your attention now.

So yea, anyway - I was going across blogs and shit. Aasiyah told me about a dude named Eric today. I went to his blog, this nigga lookin' at the watches! Lol, oddly - I'm not even buzzin'. Dude seems cool from his blogs and whatever. He's on my MySpace, I heard son rap a few weeks back. I better not see none of y'all with a watch though. As in y'all I mean the niggas I fuck with on a regular. You know, them bitin' ass niggas. Aye, lol - son pointed out that I write long ass blogs though. Yessir, the long blogs are where it's at. Like I told him in his comments, I'm tired of all y'all bitches writin' them short ass blogs with just two lines of nothing. "I took a shit today". - Bitch, I don't care. Write something worth reading. - Pause, hold on. Diamond just invited me to her cam. Lemme try to get her naked. LMAO - nevermind, this bitch just showed me two pictures she drew of me. Lol - she's about to take pictures of them, hold on.

Why does that really look like me though? Lol, she gave me a nappy ass fro though! LMAO! @ Them. Aww, she drew us holding hands. I think I was on the on my way to kill her. Lol, I love her. I swear she's the cutest thing ever. Ol' slow ass. Dude, right now I'm listening to this Common album. "Be" is the shit. I swear I forgot how much I loved this shit.

Freaky like the daughter of a pastor, said I was bait for her to master
Little red corvette now she was faster, wet dreams Le'maire cream the bathroom
We made love and then laughter, and anyway I wanted I could have her
Said there were some girls that did attract her, a new chapter she was after so I said let's
To a place that you wanna be, uh get what you want from her and me uh
Free love I wanna see uh, hot sex in the third degree uh
You gettin' served while servin' me uh, dirty words encourage me to
Rock steady and sturdily on, you turnin' me no turnin' back the further we(Go)

Lol! She would hit me up when I say that. What a loser, huh? Okay, now I'm listening to Finding Forever. This for the people! Man, when I heard this song I was so amped! Niggas sleep on Common so much. I'm glad he's finally getting his recognition. He's such a damned poet. This is the type of artist I aspire to be like. Those with a message, you know? I think I'm about to add a few Common songs to my playlist. Especially that song "Love Is" - [goes to listen to it]. Gotta reach that frequency, loving you is loving me! I love this song, yo.

I realized that Jarell is a real ass nigga. But that nigga is so gay, you know? Like he's gay as fuck. Like super gay, like gaygaygaygay gay. Like that nigga is gay. Lol, nah - I'm bullshittin'. I'm happy he's back with who he wants to be with. I hope everything works out the best for them.

Yea, I apologize to Brooke for being so bitter. Sike, fuck all that. Bitch, I'm bitter! Lol, bullshittin'.

Aleck, fall back off my ugly ass dimples. I can't wait to get them removed.

Twan, my nigga! Remind me to never get in a car with you driving, alright? I don't trust you anymore. Ol' non driving ass.

Hey everybody! Is this blog getting too long for you?

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