Eh, so today was a reflective day. I thought about my dude Jamal today. I ended up doing another song. This one is for him. Y'all know the deal, press pause on the playlist.
If you don't know my history with this situation. Jamal is one of my very bestfriends. I've been through a lot, and Jamal was the nigga that always brought a lighter side to the situation. He's a very level headed person, but last year - something got to him. He ended up unintentionally taking an innocent life in a drive-by shooting. Now he sits behind bars until he's in his 40's-50's. Those a years that he'll never get back. Those are years wasted for a talented young man. He's a poet, an artist, and a lyricist. Such a young man; he was 17 when he got locked up. We had plans. We were all supposed to graduate together, get this music shit going together, and eat together. The whole squad is torn without dude. I miss that nigga.
Okay, enough on that - I really don't want to get into some emo shit, because it'll make me sad. I hope you enjoy the song and feel the heart that I put into it. I'm really progressing with this Press Conference mixtape. It's due on May 2nd, and you all have my word that you'll have it by then. I'm also working on a duo mixtape with Ace Da Vinci. Lizzy, yessir! It's going down, boo. You'll be the first with a copy, lol! Right now, this music shit is really getting hectic. Scripts is doing his thing and grinding out, as well as I. There is no reason why we shouldn't make it. I'm ready. My stomach is on E. Dude, let's get it.
On a more serious note, I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to be involved one week and don't speak the next. I want her in every way possible. If I wait too long will she be gone? If I move too fast, will it be tarnished? Eh, she intrigues each emotion that I could ever feel. I'm not one for emotions, but I swear in a course of thought thinking about her - I go through it all. Happy, because she's there. Sad, because she's not mine. - I can go down the list. I want her heart, yo. That's so wack. I know, right? I want it, I want it, I want it! I can't help but to fiend for her. I want it, I want it, I want it. Dude, I'm even sexually attracted. You all know not too many of these ugly ass broads turn me on anymore. They're trying to hard. I don't even talk freaky with her, but I swear I get an urge. Don't think me strange, I can't help it. I want it, I want it, I want it. To the random stranger reading this, I want her, I want her, I want her. To my closest friends reading this - do I need to repeat it? I can't help it. It's kind of lame, you know?
I look at Jarell's relationship. It's so far from perfect, but it's genuine. They have problems, they go through shit - but it's on some Joe Budden shit. "Won't leave, because she's the only one who will put up with it." - Jarell and Danielle are priceless. No matter what you say, they see something in each other that we'll never understand. That's the type of love you should aspire to have. It comes with the hurt, it comes with the pain. Sorry guys, everyhing has side affects. They're priceless. You don't find much like that. They go through it all, but look at them. You're mad because? Don't get upset with him because he's with her again. That's his choice and his choice only. Like dude said; "Friends keep tellin' me to leave her, but I won't//Because she see's something in me that I don't."
Well, moving on. I talked to JaiM.I.A. again. Nothing worth speaking on. I talked to my two boo's London & Cue. Dude, I love them so much. They're the best. Lol, we chilled for a few hours and everything. I had fun talking to them - we got off a billion laughs. London ol' snitch ass! I kept calling her a ho, so she goes and tell's her mom.
j a y . ™: SHUTUPHO!
l o n d o n . ™: i told my mom u call me "ho"
l o n d o n . ™: she said
j a y . ™: I love your mom.
j a y . ™: Tell her I'm sorry.
j a y . ™: AND STOP SNITCHIN, HO.
j a y . ™: ^Don't tell her that part.
j a y . ™: -disowns you.
l o n d o n . ™: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
j a y . ™: Always snitchin' and shit.
j a y . ™: I'm doing a song for my dude Mal.
j a y . ™: Becuase someone snitched on him
j a y . ™: And now he got 40 years.
j a y . ™: DONT GET ME 40 YEARS, BRO.
Her ol' snitchin' ass. She ain't hood, I swear. Lol, Cuebew said she disowned me. [sigh] She'll be back. The fuck, nigga? Shit, I'm sleep as fuck. I got woke up early as hell this morning. Why do niggas call my phone all super early? Man, get that shit out of my face. But yo, I'm trying not to say anything else about shorty - but it just hit me. I forgot to post these lyrics.
So, I typed a text to a girl I used to see
Sayin that I chose this cutie pie with whom I wanna be
And I apologize if this message gets you down
Then I CC'd every girl that I'd see see round town and
I hate to see y'all frown but I'd rather see her smiling
Wetness all around me, true, but I'm no island
Peninsula maybe, makes no sense I know, crazy
Give up all this pussy cat thats in my lap no lookin back
Man, that shit's so true. Lol, I'd hate to see y'all frown, but I'd rather see her smile. Sorry, ladies. I truely apologize. I really don't have much to say tonight, because I have a lot on my mind that I don't think I'm comfortable writing in a public blog just yet. Make sure you peep the song and comment in my blog on what you thought about it.
I leave you with another dumb ass Drey moment.
WETNESSALLAROUNDMETRUEBUTIMNOISLAND.
Outro.
Okay, enough on that - I really don't want to get into some emo shit, because it'll make me sad. I hope you enjoy the song and feel the heart that I put into it. I'm really progressing with this Press Conference mixtape. It's due on May 2nd, and you all have my word that you'll have it by then. I'm also working on a duo mixtape with Ace Da Vinci. Lizzy, yessir! It's going down, boo. You'll be the first with a copy, lol! Right now, this music shit is really getting hectic. Scripts is doing his thing and grinding out, as well as I. There is no reason why we shouldn't make it. I'm ready. My stomach is on E. Dude, let's get it.
On a more serious note, I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to be involved one week and don't speak the next. I want her in every way possible. If I wait too long will she be gone? If I move too fast, will it be tarnished? Eh, she intrigues each emotion that I could ever feel. I'm not one for emotions, but I swear in a course of thought thinking about her - I go through it all. Happy, because she's there. Sad, because she's not mine. - I can go down the list. I want her heart, yo. That's so wack. I know, right? I want it, I want it, I want it! I can't help but to fiend for her. I want it, I want it, I want it. Dude, I'm even sexually attracted. You all know not too many of these ugly ass broads turn me on anymore. They're trying to hard. I don't even talk freaky with her, but I swear I get an urge. Don't think me strange, I can't help it. I want it, I want it, I want it. To the random stranger reading this, I want her, I want her, I want her. To my closest friends reading this - do I need to repeat it? I can't help it. It's kind of lame, you know?
I look at Jarell's relationship. It's so far from perfect, but it's genuine. They have problems, they go through shit - but it's on some Joe Budden shit. "Won't leave, because she's the only one who will put up with it." - Jarell and Danielle are priceless. No matter what you say, they see something in each other that we'll never understand. That's the type of love you should aspire to have. It comes with the hurt, it comes with the pain. Sorry guys, everyhing has side affects. They're priceless. You don't find much like that. They go through it all, but look at them. You're mad because? Don't get upset with him because he's with her again. That's his choice and his choice only. Like dude said; "Friends keep tellin' me to leave her, but I won't//Because she see's something in me that I don't."
Well, moving on. I talked to JaiM.I.A. again. Nothing worth speaking on. I talked to my two boo's London & Cue. Dude, I love them so much. They're the best. Lol, we chilled for a few hours and everything. I had fun talking to them - we got off a billion laughs. London ol' snitch ass! I kept calling her a ho, so she goes and tell's her mom.
j a y . ™: SHUTUPHO!
l o n d o n . ™: i told my mom u call me "ho"
l o n d o n . ™: she said
j a y . ™: I love your mom.
j a y . ™: Tell her I'm sorry.
j a y . ™: AND STOP SNITCHIN, HO.
j a y . ™: ^Don't tell her that part.
j a y . ™: -disowns you.
l o n d o n . ™: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
j a y . ™: Always snitchin' and shit.
j a y . ™: I'm doing a song for my dude Mal.
j a y . ™: Becuase someone snitched on him
j a y . ™: And now he got 40 years.
j a y . ™: DONT GET ME 40 YEARS, BRO.
Her ol' snitchin' ass. She ain't hood, I swear. Lol, Cuebew said she disowned me. [sigh] She'll be back. The fuck, nigga? Shit, I'm sleep as fuck. I got woke up early as hell this morning. Why do niggas call my phone all super early? Man, get that shit out of my face. But yo, I'm trying not to say anything else about shorty - but it just hit me. I forgot to post these lyrics.
So, I typed a text to a girl I used to see
Sayin that I chose this cutie pie with whom I wanna be
And I apologize if this message gets you down
Then I CC'd every girl that I'd see see round town and
I hate to see y'all frown but I'd rather see her smiling
Wetness all around me, true, but I'm no island
Peninsula maybe, makes no sense I know, crazy
Give up all this pussy cat thats in my lap no lookin back
Man, that shit's so true. Lol, I'd hate to see y'all frown, but I'd rather see her smile. Sorry, ladies. I truely apologize. I really don't have much to say tonight, because I have a lot on my mind that I don't think I'm comfortable writing in a public blog just yet. Make sure you peep the song and comment in my blog on what you thought about it.
I leave you with another dumb ass Drey moment.
WETNESSALLAROUNDMETRUEBUTIMNOISLAND.
Outro.
4 comments:
-goes through playlist to lets just be.
mkay;
lmao@emo. Gonna start wearin eye liner and shit, too? <3
& that situation - it sounds pretty intense. hmm. I'm sure, if you both want it to work equally as much, things will happen within the right time and you both will be fine.
Everything will be fine.
I'm sorry to hear about Jamal's story. That's unfortunated but it's part of the struggle in life. One day, you guys will re-unite I'm sure. Life is too short to be sad, it really is.
Yeah, D'angelo mentioned he wanted to do a 2disc mixtape to me back in November. Yall need to get the ball rolling & get down to work mister. I can't wait to hear it :D
Oh, it's such a wonderful feeling knowing that there's someone out there that excites & intriques you like that. It's very rare.
Jarell and Danielle's relationship is one hell of a emotional rollercoaster. But at the end of the day, they are right there side by side getting in line for the next ride.
Drey.
LMAOOOOOOO!
wtf is wrong with yall.
i mean.. you by yourself is already a fool. you & him together? oh lord have mercy
I'm like seriously diggin' that track. It gave me chills 4realz! Meaning it touched my heart. All jokes aside. As long as you stay by his side and he knows that there are people on the outside who still care about him and haven't forgotten his existence, he'll keep his head up while he's away.
One day I hope to have someone feel as strongly about me as you do this girl you keep writing about. It makes me feel like there is more than the bitchmadehofaceassniggaz I've come in contact with in this world.
You missed my poem. But I'll let you pass in this blog =]. Forget it again and thats yo ass broham!
-why do I keep calling you broham? LMAO!
yo your blogs stay interesting man.
learn something new about this tall fag each day.
good one my dude.
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